Post by z on Nov 29, 2008 12:25:02 GMT -5
I thought to share this what happened to me about six months ago.
Prior to this event, I had a long time a serious weight on my chest. I wasn't able to define the source or reason of the feeling, it just was there. Sometimes bad, sometimes something I could live with.
I contacted Cal about couple years or so ago and Cal said that it sounded like fear. Very similar feeling indeed, but I couldn't figure out what I was afraid of. Cal also asked, that have I asked Fathers help. Nope, I wasn't. To be honest, I didn't know how.
Well, one night last summer I was at the couch and picturized 'my room'. There was someone with me. I thought to ask from Father a shield, or body armour against this whatever was on my chest and box appeared on floor. While I bend to take the box, I took a look to my chest in this imagery and there was indeed a very nasty creature attached to the center of my chest. I was just horrified. I took a grip of it, but it duplicated.. Then I remembered the box at the floor. I opened it and I was waiting to see a shiny golden armour or something, but there was an ordinary looking, beige long sleeve shirt. You know, very casual shirt.
I put that on, and the 'pain' on my chest got worse. That nasty creature didn't like that one. Then I was instructed to go outside of that room to the 'balcony' and I went. There I spread the shirt and the thing just flew of and I felt real kick at the chest when it left. Then, I found a bow at my hand and golden arrows. I was instructed to just shoot in the air and that the arrows would find their target - homing arrows.
I shoot a bunch of them to the air and, well, the pain was gone.
Now, this all happened in this imagery without me actively inventing 'the story' and it felt very real, especialy the kick when the thing left 'was' real.
It was mindblowing to see, that Cal has used the same arrow method, because in that imagery it was new to me..
Prior to this event, I had a long time a serious weight on my chest. I wasn't able to define the source or reason of the feeling, it just was there. Sometimes bad, sometimes something I could live with.
I contacted Cal about couple years or so ago and Cal said that it sounded like fear. Very similar feeling indeed, but I couldn't figure out what I was afraid of. Cal also asked, that have I asked Fathers help. Nope, I wasn't. To be honest, I didn't know how.
Well, one night last summer I was at the couch and picturized 'my room'. There was someone with me. I thought to ask from Father a shield, or body armour against this whatever was on my chest and box appeared on floor. While I bend to take the box, I took a look to my chest in this imagery and there was indeed a very nasty creature attached to the center of my chest. I was just horrified. I took a grip of it, but it duplicated.. Then I remembered the box at the floor. I opened it and I was waiting to see a shiny golden armour or something, but there was an ordinary looking, beige long sleeve shirt. You know, very casual shirt.
I put that on, and the 'pain' on my chest got worse. That nasty creature didn't like that one. Then I was instructed to go outside of that room to the 'balcony' and I went. There I spread the shirt and the thing just flew of and I felt real kick at the chest when it left. Then, I found a bow at my hand and golden arrows. I was instructed to just shoot in the air and that the arrows would find their target - homing arrows. I shoot a bunch of them to the air and, well, the pain was gone.
Now, this all happened in this imagery without me actively inventing 'the story' and it felt very real, especialy the kick when the thing left 'was' real.
It was mindblowing to see, that Cal has used the same arrow method, because in that imagery it was new to me..