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Post by Deleted on Apr 2, 2015 9:53:22 GMT -5
dinah, try melatonin and spirulina, you may unlock your 3rd eye as well as sleep well. jason - knowledge protects, ignorance endangers.
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Post by anita on Apr 2, 2015 10:48:31 GMT -5
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Post by jason on Apr 2, 2015 13:26:04 GMT -5
Real waves have been washing up all around my physical self, and from all directions, Anita. It makes me a little sad. . .
. . . Adam, I keep on smiling cause though I may not sing well, the song of Truth keeps me free, indeed. : )
Dinah, I've been having a lot of sleep trouble lately too. VERY unlike me (as if everyone hasnt noticed). I've used some of them trazadone pills. . really no help in that for me. I was walking down the street when it came to me. My problem is I'm thinking, even worrying too much. I'm not Letting my mind sleep. The power is within me to regain that Peace I'm used to. And I remember thinking to myself, why did I let it go?
Jason. : )
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Post by jason on Apr 3, 2015 0:43:40 GMT -5
Not sure why, but I thought I'd share this dream-
It was some years back, but I think I remember how it went. Well, I'm gonna leave out the details, but basicly I started out on an adventure, of the streets, meeting people I suppose. As i t was when I met different people and became friends, I learned that each was the head of or at least a member of a gang. For instance , the first group was country people, like farmers, soforth. Next I think was some black, kinda gangsta types. (I acidentaly shot one of em, took his head completely off with a pistol they gave me that I didn't want in first place.). Next group was the uh, Mexican? I think. When I was spotted having the pistol in this group, it turned out badly, but one of the group really protected me. They were hand to hand combaters. The next was the metal head group. They were pretty cool. A lot of black clothing here.
Anyway, as I ventured among each group, there were particular things that happened, but the, or my main objective was to be to bring all of them together into one group, despite cultural, whatnot, differences. And with a little time seemed to be so. I remember being kinda happy about that sicsess. And there were some happenings amount the whole group, and some were a little problematic, but no big deal, right?
I remember though, we (everyone or just leaders, whatever) were all climbed about a train going, somewhere. Not sure subway type train was moving yet or anything, but I knoticed some new persons in a section of train I ventured into. There was a lot of them. I looked one in the eye, I think to 'join' another group/gang /people I suppose he smiled at me. Vampires. They all were and they were smug and just waiting. They were there to encompass the entire train, all peoples. Not good. I turned in warning but it was too late. They'd already began moving in . I nearly escaped by choosing a very odd, high fought along a wall. I avoided notice radar. I watched a few friends get mutilated. I could do nothing until everyone was scattered and vampires in various pursuits. Eventually as I was bouncing along tops of tunnels and sub cars, I found some old friends that were in the group(s) before. In hiding. As we assembled somewhat, exchange of war stories was had, ideas, whatnot.
Other things happened, but the end came as such: I wassurpynded by the vampire types. Some with me killed and a female of the group had me on my back. I remember a nice or wooden stake was in her hand, dug it into the muscle of my chest just above my heart. All this stuff with the female vamp was all long and drawn out extra meaningful, whatever. Thought going through mind. Nothing else was really spoken, but some understanding was had, she didn't kill me,. . as I was waking up she she and her comrade were looking at me, white iris, eyes. As some voice say this was brout to you by, and her name was said, but I can't, and could never seem to be able to recollect it clearly enough.
Still haven't figure out exactly, what that was all about.any way I woke while hearing her name, but can't remember it now.
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Post by jason on Apr 22, 2015 11:45:46 GMT -5
A few days ago , had some dreams that during which, overflowed into awake world for me. That is to say the dream continued some how while I was not even asleep. Was different to say the least. . . one was an imeatiate warning for events of following days. . .and other things. . was a sequence of sorts , like three or four dreams. Very real, apparently so as I was finishing conversations after I woke up, whatnt.
One of the dreams was very dark. . .not sure I have time to relate it or the others right now,... I'm kinda hubbing some electricity and internet from a place I really don't wanna draw attention to myself at. One was interesting cause I got this cell phone text from Father, one alone else's phone. It was a really important message and Kent a lot to me, but I don't remember the actual words. . . also remember , in dream, looking through a lot of texts , on that phone,. . .best I can say is it was war information. . .chemtrails on other planets, whatnot, types and amounts of distributedforces locations and such. . .don't think I'll relate that one either, but what was interesting was I woke a couple of times during that one, but I could concentrate and still see the , phone text and screen in in my minds eye, CLEARLY.
Anyway, I'll try to find some time to relate them, as it helps me to write em out. . I could do so on paper, but I guess I just feel better to do it threw (through) hear . (here). . ; )
Anyhow, I'm trying to not be known and draw attention in. Cities I go. . . not being very succssessful, so I guess I should go out and about, now.
Thanks for tolerance to my ramblings,.. Ahead of time,.. Again. . .
Jason.
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Post by jason on May 4, 2015 9:40:00 GMT -5
a few nights back I had his dream, where near the end of it, I was tying to escape all kinds of scary things/feelings/happenings around about an (of?) me. I was going up towards the sky it kinda opened as like a reverse lake of fire, maybe. I saw two angels with swords guarding or helping. I remember though being suspicious of the 'situaton' i also was suspicous of my own intentions. perhaps I was depending on them too much, whatnot. so I fell back again (I endevered to wakemyself ubruptly again (as I was aware I was seeping and all). i did wake, but when i did, i was in the dark (night, lights out-normal) and looking to my right, i saw green lights or fractured light (likewhat white/blue soulvision might appear. i didn't like that, so i tried to kicka the crap out of it- my foot didn't touch anything but it went away.
i slept the rest of nightwith batroomlight on. : )
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Post by jason on May 4, 2015 10:32:25 GMT -5
i havn't been reprimanded for not 'job hunting' by guy over there yet, (i'm in unemployment office), so i thought i might explain some of that dark dream i had couple weeks ago. in it, this doctor i was talking to said nothing else he could do for me, so i could leave. i said mmm, no. so he got a big syringe filled with something from a bottle of rubbing alcohol or something (i knew would not be good to get injection of that stuff) yup, and he shot me up with it all sadistic and scary like. it stung, and i died. but then i revived, . .he was a little surprised.
anyhow so things went on, and hospital turned into a house. the doctor was then an evil vampire leader type, and all his buddies/minions were appetite driven werewolves. any how, when i gave them certain respect/attention, they had power over me and wished me much harm, preparing their intentions in my sight. didn't have me feeling very comfortable.
eventually i got man, er, monster handled a bit. the vampire leader dude took a knife to my head cutting repetitively large deep gashes into my skull. . .i remember having to find any comfort i could muster in the spirit format. the wolves-peoples decided they'd rip through my stomach an muncha on my insides. i left my body for a few seconds watching them do all this from a floating, in spirit position, above a few feet.
i think i died again. but. . . . i revived again. AND they were surprised again. vampire guy left somewhere (for break, i dont know), but left the wolfys there. they came at me again. i commanded their stay. they obeyed. this went on a couple more times till finally the didn't really wanna listen much anymore, at the same time i was working my way out the door with intentions to get off the property and FAR AWAY. : )
eventually i made it down the street a bit, but i knew they tracked and followed, . . .and waited. finally a car (black) pulled up beside me, and i was abducted into the passenger side. and there was vampyleader guy again. i just couldn't get away from these people. so he took off (i knew back to be torchered and killed,. . again) and i was thinking, there is just no hope in this . . .JUST THEN! another car rams into the back of the one i was hostage in. the frown on vampys face said it all. sweet rescue.
another part was that i remember walking into the monster peoples high and fine restraint local, and i was carrying this light on a sort of staff. wasn't sure exactly why, but i walked passed a lot of (customers?) monsters and some human. . . some would glance at me, but i regaurded them little and wasn't afraid. . .i rounded some corners, deep in the construct . . .(heh, escape would be tricky for sure, need i be required to endever in retreat) . i reach the back area; there the light stopped at that point and from then back was darkness. . .i just a walked right on into that back there, my staff light kind of, the lamp of my path. . .i suppose i picked someone in particular out, and had brief conversation . . .i was (recruiting? ) him. i remember saying something like, or maybe just hearing within my mind, "im training more powerful demons than these" . . .or somthing like that (but the term demon, i 'knew' wasn't to mean actual demon), and the monster i talked to was interested. i left. i think the wolfman followed. . .i remember given him or another a chunk of uneaten meat from where another kill was made earlier, and i said to him, "well, that's more than 'they' would have given you". i left him to whatever . . .other things happened that are hard to explain, something to the power of, that i was waiting on a certain time, conjoint with right aquiernment of items, whatnot, to do , . . .something. something to do with this puzzle like fortress out from the shore, where i stood, and far in the sea . .large very interesting to me place .. like mystical, or fairy tale (adult fantasy style). then i was in like a trailer, like just sitting around (somekinda drugdeal/doin busniess in front of some kids, that were 'grown-up'.) then i adventured. i was in a video game senerio; a human female, that could transform into a huge hulking ogor at will. . . dream got cut short, but i was kinda relieved, cause i was weary of the whole video game matrix mode that eventuated into a 3rd person view situation (not cool man).
weird. . . .
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Post by Caligastia on May 4, 2015 11:33:45 GMT -5
scary things huh? Sounds like my ex-wife
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Post by jason on May 5, 2015 10:00:26 GMT -5
lol, yeah. I think I can see how that comparison would make sense. : )
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Post by jason on May 13, 2015 11:46:17 GMT -5
had a dream a few nights back . .
I was at some place, (a dig site, warehouse, hospital, I don't know). apparently some government officials, military, scientist, leaders of sorts, some conglomerate like that had a body surrounded. it was mummified- and , . Alive. I saw and felt the importance of the moment in the actions and talk and seriousness of the researchers or whoever they all were. I knew I was a little out of place there (just a fairly innocent bystander, more ore less.)
I noticed the face looked familiar. I remember thinking to myself, is that Caligastia. was a mortal form, but also maybe meshed with how looked in the dream where I got the fork carved on my arm. when I was thinkin that, not wanting anyone around me to know what I was thinkin or even know that I had any intrest whatsoever. He gave me the look of "yeah, is pretty much what you are precieving:, , with a faint smile even. was mummy wrapped all the way up to his neck. my thought was uh-oh. . the destroyer.
some other things happened that I don't really wanna relate, but one interesting thing i'll note, is that an operation was somehow preformed and I was able to see a little of what was going on . . something with nerves something , hard to explain but involved much of the back, and looked quite painfull. I remember cringin a little a sayin ouch to my own self. . .
anyway. so then I was transported to a forest path (I was kind of familiar, kinda not. I was then with some African? tribal teachers/leaders. . I forget the conversations, but I remember it to be cooporative- Worthwhile. talk of work that soon needed to be done. good priorities, ya know. then we reached a hut, entered. as I stepped in, imeatiatly I stepped into a runny pile of dung (I was warned about it AS I stepped into it. then I put my hand to steddy myself on the wall, and it was there too. yucko. another warning was granted me by one of the tribal guys/teachers. as I followed them into living area, there where many lower peoples, er, trible peoples that that were runnin around all sparatic and whatnot, dung everywhere. the tribal teacher say they really need to learn how to clean for themselves better. . as if teachings as such were the peroggative and part of their mission. I remember thinking this is goin to take a little getting used to. . .
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Post by jason on Aug 11, 2015 11:28:35 GMT -5
I had a dream mostly like this before, but recently i had another. I remember: .. .it was like a competition. The rules seemed to be, to, more or less, swim through a course with my legs kinda Indian style, or more like folded like budist style. (So no help from them). Is what I was doing, not sure if every one else follow the rules or not though. Anyway, seemed to be in a lagoon or something like it, there were weedy areas, fish (that were pretty fiesty), and of course the other teams, but not sure who my teammates were, as, if they existed, seemed so far behind.
Seemed to be at least two 'champions' of the game. In 'wigger' terms id say they had it 'sowed up' or 'sold up', ( i.e. perfected unto thier monopolylikness and owning, control and glory).. .
Halfway through the course or so, I began to realize their tactics. Could tell when they were just acting for 'spectators?' to make themselves look like they were trying harder than they actually were, whatever. As i was becoming aware of the 'game' within the game, I committed to fowl up them plans of there's, . . by kicking their,. . er, .. by winning! (. . .somehow or another).
A part of the course was to seek out various eggs. Hidden in mounds, and difficult to find like well hidden easter eggs, and not chicken eggs, but smaller like robin egg, yet boiled, I think. Least I hope it was, cause I ate it when I found it. The 'champions' already knew where it was (I'm suspicious to the how. Were they that good, or just masterfully cheating). Anyway, they were sure hot (angerously disapointed) when I found that. (Next morning i randomly opened a bible and went straigt to a scripture that said somthing like, 'woe unto those that seek, or maybe, hoard up eggs' , might have used the word 'mound' too, not sure.)
Anyway, there was a deep section near the end of the course, where one of them other compeditors was kinda glad to see me, . . so he could make a show out of humiliating me. I'm already swimming around in some lagoon, with my legs folded funny, eating some kind of eggs I just dug out of the earth, and all the while, barely keeping my head above water, and hardly coming up for air on time, when i needed it (all of this in front of who knows how many spectators who arnt rooting for me). Im not thinking a little more humiliation is something I'm very concerned about.
Anyhow, his combat and humiliation tactics failed and, maybe had more of an opposite effect even, (i thought, he'd better stop wasting time trying to showoff and get to finish line, without one of the precious bonus eggs, hee, hee). . . as i was just determined to do just that, continuning to use these other guys 'tactics' against them to there dismay (and they coundnt figure out how their unsuccsesses came about, and i knew they were slave to their methology and id learned what that was).
Well, I ended up skipping part of the course. Had a secret weapon to do that, . . legally. As mean guy was finally on his way to finish, being much faster than me, and so was aparent that he'd assured himself first place, dispite failed attempts at 'making a better show' with me as subject. Being skinny and lanky like, I have certain proffessor gaget like abilities with my arms, and also being lightweight, I was able to simply pull myself up on the finishing stretch of of elevated dock, way ahead of course than where guy had to go all the way back on land and around. Don't think he was very happy after recovering from shock when he saw what id done, and im thinking he had no idea how to take the loss. Heh, i could see his 'thought bubble': "Impossible!"
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Post by jason on Aug 11, 2015 12:39:57 GMT -5
one more . . was looking at the frog pond (swimming pool that is breeding hundreds, maybe thousands of green and tan treefrogs), . . dont know why exactly, but i was costrained to notice a giant 'mamma' frog raise it's head out of the darkness of it (frog had to be four feet high). i remember thinking must be the treefrog mom/dad, i.e. protector of the regular frogs. almost didnt seem odd to be. just figured i haddent payed enough attention that there actualy was a giant frog at the bottom of the swimming pool. . .bout all i remember from that one, as everything else during that dream was pretty normal-like.
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Post by jason on Aug 19, 2015 10:03:39 GMT -5
Ive been having alot of dreams lately, most of which i think are problems with me type dreams. . . some maybe notsomuch. Any way heres one i that confuses me a little. . .
Started with some kinda buisness, with me flyin aroud, whatnot. Then i wanted to get away from somthing or another and didnt know where to go, i was flying away to 'somewhere'. Ifrew over some that i thought were resting or sleeping. I subcounsions though , this would be a good place. Is ir not what i was looking for?. I dropped down. Was in front of a castle. There was a tree. I hide behind it. There were some apples on it. I grabbed a few, dropped some. put the smallest in my pocket, so not anyone would notice i stole them even from back of tree. I heard people rushing closer. I hid best i could in a few bushes, where i could see out a little. The people were rushing through a gate that went in side walls. I almost too late decided to go also. They looked afraid of something behind them. There were nobles walking slowly behind them. I rushed to make it inside before the nobles, like the crowd of bussling villagers did.. I ended up at the gate while the nobles were already there also. I tried even to move around them to get through closing gate. I didint make it but one or two others barly barly managed to. So i was stuck between two gates with nobles and another like me who was alowed over the gate or through, but we had to go at same time, together. . .
Then i traveled a little. Was then in giant arcade, the one that was with me pestered me whole time. When i met people, he was there. With his help i thought i looked good, cool. Felt like he was my friend though he did some things to me i did not like. Finally was a couple of girls i though i connected with well. He was suposed to take one, me the other. At first i didnt want to but then i grew fond, but i couldnt get rid of, him. He was always there. And i wanted him to be. If i was stuck with him might as well make best of, i guess. Was a sort of tourture though. Finaly i decided to use my will and loose him. I jumped into a portal and took many paths through and came back out hoping he would get lost and i blocked my ways so hed get lost also in detours. was back in the arcade some where. With out him though the place was alot darker, and i had to show off to feel recognized. And i had to be carfull as when i was attacked, i didnt want to acidentally kill anyone defending myself.
Then there was the girl again. I saw she was really being pestered by fiendies. I told her, if shed like to get away, then close eyes, count to like, five and jump through portal in ground. I made the portal and jumped with he and held her close for the ride. When we landed, we were on a moving train. Classy people were noticing us climb out of a smashed box. I guess we kinda might have become stolaways, so i said to her to draw any attention from her, 'well we sure wernt sitting in first class seats'. I felt attention may turn ugly, so i say to her what ever you do dont let go of me, we have to jump again now. She huged onto me and we jumped off the train over a mountain bridge, i guess. I had to fly us through stormy weather to a propor landing spot. She kept digging her heals into me though and i kep t telling her to relax, she just couldnt. At one point she said she would pee or something. Anyway, had to land a little early, . .
When we landed, we had a table waiting, tea for us a waitress, but i tried to do pouring and all and then she began fading. I tried hard to keep her with me. Waitress was even trying to help. That dang arcade was growing up again. People filling it. I saw her face in different places and on different people, then parts of her face , then id lost her. So i decided to potal to place were people go when this happens. Portal to 'place where people sulk'. I got there got my sulk freezeit colored drug bar and sat. . .
I looked over, and guess who it was. 'He' was sulking there too. When my eyes met his, he smiled and pulled out a knife. I say, oh, your one of the ones i wronged, i cant escape you. I bloked stabs a bit, but let knife stick holes in my arems. Others saw, so i was just like, 'hes my friend, hes here to help me.. .right? Even the dead need help. I know your dead, but there is a way out. .' . anyway was trying to help him somehow. . .
Then i walked to a section of darked room. 'Well, timw for the darkness', i said and grebbed his jacket and we just started moving through, became a very trippy experiance, mirror maze all that. . .
Cant remember how that one turned out though.
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Post by Caligastia on Aug 31, 2015 10:25:53 GMT -5
War of the Worlds? Geez, gimme a break - we're low tech we use brooms I've been on the HM, it is very clean and it doesn't smell bad. The first people to be taken up will be those angels wearing skin who passed judgement. Why? because the confusion you describe would happen if we didn't have people there to inform and help. These will be 144,000 Midwayers + 8. As for your husband's dream, I've had such ship - combat dreams - in the same night. There is an element that seeks to insure that no one rises from this planet. The fascist universe views freewill as a disease to be eradicated. Father does not share that view. These are the two ends - Father versus the Devil.
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Post by Caligastia on Aug 31, 2015 21:39:30 GMT -5
Dinah I like good sci-fi but most of it are repeats of earth versus flying saucers 1957. Bad guys show up, want something we have, the military can't beat their technologies BUT! one lone genius rises to take em out. My wife got me into watching the Broncos as well as my opinions about how the league has figured Manning out and it's time to let Ozzie have the QB position. They can always make Manning an Elway bootlick. There's a fair amount of swearing during Bronco games We have people ready to help those who are terrified. We also have a very big helper - Father. He will be joined with the ship and it will be like swimming in joy. I think your concerns are more about you than others. SQUEAL FOR ME As for harvests.The Catholics employ that imagery and it is in the code along with the idea of harvesting grapes. The Protestants came up with the word Rapture - which I prefer.
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