Dream Again

[Jason"%"]

I'm sharing part of this dream cause I hardly understand it if it has any meaning of value whatnot.

Okay, so it was some kind of battle, seemed like at least two sides much of which occurred in a very large cathedral church room.

So I was trying to hell fight off some of whoever the enemy was, but I remember it seemed good to stay out of the giants ways. Apparently one of them was at least on the team. . but later that particular giant went berserk, just when things was calming down too. Eventually I had to sneek around pews and in halls other rooms whatnot to avoid them.

I suppose then it was just the giants vs most everyone else. But they weren't killing everyone they crossed, rather it seemed the commonly would cut off an ear, pull teeth or something like that to all they crossed. I hung out with two hobbit like people in a cabinet for a while. One say he had some teeth pulled by giants.

I ventured to the pools and woodlands at walls of building\city. Figured I might as well go somewhere else, till the giants and crew came along. Looked like they might already have the same idea. Anyway I hid underwater in one of the pools and darned if three came to same spot to swim\bathe whatever.

Anyhow, is just of main points.

Jason.

[Caligastia]

You, obviously, weren't a target of the giants while others were only so to a minor degree. Regardless, you couldn't get out of their sphere of influence. Earth is the church.

[Jason\@/]

I can see it that way. But then when I try to piece it in with all the other ones. . I might have found a spot where it fits mostly. . but then seems like it might be related to the 4 or more others I had in the same or very similar building\area (affected by particular influence) one of which, apparently I died and was hanging out at same church building, but no giants, although seemed like I was watched or whatever, (think I had to test the idea to see certain individuals though) anyway seemed like there was a matrix structure rigged up, and they wanted me to hook in to it. Some how I avoided getting connected into that, kinda had a refuse resist attitude to that sorta thing. Not saying was good or bad, just wasn't interested. Can't say though if I ever got out of that area of influence, seemed more like dimension transfurance whatnot, where upon which when arriving two individuals might ask one another in beetlejuice movie waiting hall fashion, "so, how did you get here?" You know, while figuring where all the lines start and end, looking for familiar persons, whatnot.

Is something for me to work on. I think it was the giants that threw me off. Usually the giants won't pay much attention to me unless I apear as their size. Then they are more like " oh hello didn't know you were there" all that. Brief minor supriselike. I've spent more time with ones stuck in all the different lines on little missions and stuff, seems like anyway.

Thanks for reply.is an interesting thing to work on with access to proper context,

[Augusto]

I had a dream before last night, the pope wanted to kill me.

I ran and ran and ran, I was inside of a house, very very uncomfortable dream.

The pope pursued me with a whip, I kept running until a bunch of Marine looking folks saved me.

They looked like a cross between Marines and G i jOE.

[Jason*+*]

Dinah , sounds like a reasonable assessment to me. Many dreams seem to be very helpful in that way. For things you might not think about otherwise, but could point to something that has protective or preparation or even paths to joy etc.

Augusto, I think Caligastia said once something to the power of that individuals who are intolerant to Father's kids treat them abusively often. (Paraphrase with possible addition or conversion of sorts and whatnot)

Jesus had a berserker moment with the church bankers once. For those that didn't like it, present your case, Id say. But I'd also warn that the better lawyer the contender uses, the more so they will loose, the True Judges are incorruptable. We hopefully they are figuring that out anyhow. : )

[Caligastia]

Dreamed I was in a room with a bunch of people all with genius level Iqs. These were also people who had used their intellects to become successful. I took note that they were all given to obsession in their endeavors. I had a good time visiting with them.

[Adam]

Me too (genius). But not in a dream. Conscious and aware in the now. Now back to sleep.

[jason\"/]

i was executed in four or five seperate dreams in a row last night.
But the succsess rate of actualy getting rid of me seemed null. one was a gas chamber. there was others there too, most embraced the idea as a kind of mercy. then one at a time each shot by some snipers somewhere. hm, exept two. i had gotten up walking around the bodies and saw two guys actualy surviving the gas attack. aparently they found some needles and some how extracting the gas out of their bodies. gave me a needle. i just stood there with a "?" over my head watching the frantic yet strateigic method of these two, as the purple in their fingers was declining. my own fingers were pretty purple. i know laying on the ground waiting to be the random one shot was not my favorite thing to do. strange feelings.

they tried to drop me in a giant elevator some 20 stories. but i caught on to that and went to bullet time and busted out through the roof. when the cops saw me still on that tower top they were like "aw come on, not again." and swarmed at me.

anyway happened a couple more times and finaly one of the cops just like basicly resigned and gave me his gun. so then me and that brand new cop gun when on a couple adventures. the former cop was kinda tiered of risking his life and all, i found him at a bar with a gang. . bunch other just weird things happened.

the execution thing seemed to stand out a little to me though.

[jason-_-]

Well, I had another american gladiators dream a few nights back. . .
 
Started in a giant factory that apparently had a stadium in it. Upon exploring around, I saw and talked to my dad and a certain female. They apparently were leaving so I thought I would too, though I got a bit sidetracked along the way scolding the audience, spectators, whatnot. . .
 
Anyway in short I made it thought the stairwells, and found an exit door overlooking the parking lot But! I noticed I wasn’t clothed proper and it was cold. So I backtracked to the place I saw on the way out, were contestants were tossing in their used jersy tops and bottoms. I managed to grab one of each (better than nothing) without alarming anyone and headed back to the exit where now a security guard patrolled.
 
I thought I could slip by but for some untold reason I decided to grab a couple of videos from an unsecure movie box machine of somesort. This act cause some sort of beepy alarm so before I could ditch em somewhere or put em back . . .I was in one of the games.
 
As usual, I had no idea what were the rules, gradingscale, rewards, all that. In this event, me and others were in a olympic pool and each person on some sort of floatation device. I noticed at least two persons just calapsed through there's for seemingly no reason and instant. So I figured maybe it would be good to stay On the float. i was doing just fine till another floated over and wanted to pull me off. He was relentless, s I did what I always do when super pesstered, I put the sleeper hold on him. A reff was just above me on the sideline but didn’t seem to mind what I was doing. Man went unconsous, and though I felt an overwellming notion that I should hurry elsewhere or else, I decided it wasn’t good to just let the man drown there so I held him up till the pool drained enough that I could just kinda set him up on an over hang, posistioned him confortably and gave em a good pat on back andthen proceeded to next 'stage'".
 
I saw that others were already half or more through some kind of lap swimming, maybe. A couple were standing on a platform so I climed up on on and asked if I was doing right. With no answer I leaped towards the other side and swam to the side some of the others seemed to be swimming from. I swam all the way passed a couple of tables not knowing if I was supposed to go around them or what, and then a helper said to me from above, 'just touch this and that'' I was relieved to kno that it was Much easier than I thought and while I swam I noticed the ones on them platforms ment that they were done already, and then I noticed that there were maybe to slots left and it seemed three or for still in the pooll. With a bit of uhoh I hurried and im suposing that I was on the last lap, and I thought was gonna pass this woman, but she grabbed me. At first I thought that might be cheating, but I was locked into a sorta wrestling match in the water there, . . Not good.
 
Well, back at maybe locker\shower \refreshments area or something, I saw some entering in line through some of the hall exits\entrances. And I recognised a lot of the faces, but as usual, most or none recognised me so I walked about until I saw I certain female who I recognised and I sorta cut off her attention to some guy by climing over the back of chair between em and tried to sit there, but some hyginkes seem to occur where I ended up with a cup of really hot soup on top of my head.but, it was quite worth the effort because of a brief few seconds that felt much longer of a bit of a connection. Anyway, so while we both went to clean soup out our hair n clothes, she angerly told a ref\security upon questioning that she dumped it on me, but I interjected that it was accidental on her behalf. His anger at her disappeared. Besides venturing about trying to get cleaned up, im thinking that’s where I woke.
 
Now, I had another complecated and very long dream, that I thought I might share just one part of. I remember entering a restraunt of sorts with a group. I knew how so I wanted to seat them but the waitress was trying to do the same, and as I tried to back facing the group she kept doing the same but further, until we sorta just kept bummping into one another. The group remained confused a bit and the other s already seated where also getting a bit disturbed at this.
 
I shared that part even though the rest of the dream was much more interesting, with wars and verious levels of places. With various interlaced happenings that I had to travel through and about. . .spys, soldiers,a popelike charaachter that attempted to exorcise power over me (one command melted him to nothing), groupings of various of differing workings etc. but I'm thinking the resteraunt quirck and the olympic pool wrestling quircks very likely perspective a similar issue.

jason.
 

[jason]

this dream last night had a notable part.

upon finaly gettin out of a security vehical i was more or less camping out in a few days, i ventured about conversing with a helper. i was in the 'great mall of earth' again. i roller bladed around because it was quicker, fun, etc..

anyway the notable part seemed to be when a came unto a giant stair case. usualy when stairs or elevators lead up, in my dreams, they all go to the same place at top. this one seemed slightly different. in any case, i only went up 4 or five flights, turned around and rollerbladed real fast back down skipping many stair, yet seemed like many more stairs (maybe 8 or ten flights) than i had climbed. on my way down i heard an 'over voice' say that this stair case was built more with money than by art, and i saw a flashback of the builders building so many redundant stairs, and i saw\felt their own thoughts of how tedius co be constructing it, and though they went on constructing they did not see good reason for the 'overcomplecated plans'. in my minds eye, is looked at it again and thought to myself, "well, it looks okay (fancey wood, tight corners,etc), but all them stairs. . . ." seemed to be a redundancy issue, but i couldnt determin what the purpose was, other than either to annoy or if was just a show of compulsive wealth spending and consolodation into a great many stairs to 'who knows where'. .

at the bottom, there seemed to be a small makeshift station. i rolled around the mall again and frequently conversed with same helper as before (who was also at the foot of the stairs when i rolled down), and with me always with a sense that i was in the midst of a like, 'private organization of country folk or gang' of sorts, who though i didnt always know their objectives, i moved more or less free therin or out, i guess, and bounced an idea here and there now and again, whatnot.

jason.

[jason'^']

i dont know about this one:

in short, apparently i was a prisoner aboard an aircraft carrier. but i kinda busted free of basic bonds cells whatnot, . .there were a few others too, but only one had a metal face latch thing he was stuck in. for whatever reason i had a key to take it off, and i decided to take it off (unlatch it). then the halls were all smokey, police didnt like him to be free. so i figured maybe i could do somethin about it. i knew the 'dangerous' criminal went a certain direction in smoke so i headed that way, and of course he quickly appeared dropping a foot down on me, which i caught and wrestled him till he dissappeared somewhere. with the help of some of the crew i snuck topside. they were releasing the hounds. they were doing basic sniffing first, but before they were about to sniff for the 'dangerous' criminal, i spoke up and said i might have his sent on me (didnt want the dogs to confuse me for him). soldier turned me around, yelled some off the wall word, distractin me and a needle went straight into my lower back. it was quite painful. although he ask how i was during, i still considered it not very nice. anyway, woke after that.

[Caligastia]

I'm glad I'm not you

[jason'"']

hey, i'm glad you arn't too. i like being me. i dont, although, always like what happens TO me lots of times. in any case, i'm good with it generaly. i presume it'll all even out somewhere. . or stays evened out . . or the like, or whatnot . .

the important thing is: i'm still sane, mostly. : )

last nights' wasn't too bad. although i was stuck in a certain room for a long time, i met conversed and watched (even worked with to a degree), some interesting people (musicians more or less) at work (in first creative stages). i actually had alot of fun, for once. : ]

[Caligastia]

A couple of nights ago I was dreaming of invisible dragons that had the temperments of puppy dogs and would become visible if you were nice to them.

[jason]

that is a neat dream. : )

i wasnt gonna mention these past two, but i will now:

night before last: main theme was dogs all over kept attacking me, and the owners ignored my wounds and bleeding with an 'oh well' attitude. i had that dog 'sent' on me of one of the alphas i suspected (the first dog that jumped on my back was huge. i had to jump in a swimming pool to get him off, and then tried to rescue it cause it no swim good). in any case i was target by them all and i couldnt get out of the area.

last night: on a friends property, saw many black bears in the yard. in trees bushes everywhere. most were about twice size of large dog. most didnt bother me, but on grabbed a hold of my arm with its teeth. i just kinda punched it a couple times and it let go. i didnt wanna hurt it. later i talked with the land owner, i offered him a tazer so he didnt need to worry about the wild bears. he told me that his land was a farm for the creatures, and that he didnt need it. he said he could shoot em, whatnot, or worst case, he said he also carried a knife. i took it he was a lot more serious than me about the consequinces of attacks on him by the animals. (it was HIS farm after all).